Urgh Im wasting these days away
Pretty much dying to kill myself.
a lil extreme? ehh
Like non other.
Tell me what you think. haha Im speechless.
SO HAPPY!!!
I got a new computer lol omg!! kieffer im still sorry…:(
A suicide note that wirtten by someone whose not suicidal is an autobiography
let me start explaining to you why ive had a sucky ass life. Since friday my life has sucked teenage mutant ninja monkey balls no joke, ive been replaced in EVERYONES LIFE no one has talked to me or bothered to say ‘hi Daré you sure are shiny today’ but no i have to sit there and realize my dad isnt the thing that makes my life suck. Yeah IM a decent person! and not only has no one talked to me ‘kaitlynn2’ (my computer) died… I died inside cuase of that! My childhoods been raped! RAPED! And whats worse is my dad isnt here…Im more depressed than ive ever been an the person in souley in charge of making my life miserable is gone…and whats even worser you ask? The fact that im in my room hunched over my bed on a dsi typing this depressing ass shit! When i said no one talked to me i meant it…think about whens the last time you cared about what i have to say? …How do i fail at LIFE…fuck life! It sucks going around and finaly realizing no one actutally gives two shit about you…its not fun. i would do something stupid like kill myself…haha got you didnt i naw like id see how long it took for someone to talk to me. But im better that im gonna put myself together and redo mylife, these my job at krogers that im getting and C-tec they’ll give two shit bout me…maybe more!
psychology + neurology = my highest interests of things to study
i’m pretty sure i want to have a carreer that involves either of the two.
awesomeness i wanna be a neurosurgoen :D
:O
